Holding off the 7 letters for an update on current events...
Mom went back to the ER once again this morning…had an emergency operation to see what’s been causing her stomach pains and vomiting. There was complete blockage of her bowels. That means everything she tried to eat, couldn’t go through all the way, so her body expelled them whatever way it could - vomiting. Because her cancer came back. They took out another 4 inches of her intestine. She’s in recovery right now, and in pain. She was supposed to have her last session of chemo this month. Her last one, and it was all supposed to be over. But no. She has to start a new series of chemo all over again. This is insane. I don’t know how much more we can take. It’s like we’re climbing this steep mountain, and we see the top, only to find out it was just a ridge. We’re half way up, so we still have the second half of this mountain to go. But we’ll keep climbing, no matter how hard it gets.
My mom carried me for nine months. She felt sick for those months with nausea, then she watched her feet swell & her skin stretch. She teared. She struggled to climb stairs, she got breathless quickly and she even suffered many sleepless nights. She then went through excruciating pain to bring me into this world. Then, she became my nurse, my chef, my maid, my chauffeur, my biggest fan, my teacher & my best friend. She's struggled for me, cried over me, hoped the best for me and prayed for me. Most of us take our mom for granted. Reblog if you love your mom more than anything else in the world ♥
They say it’s great to have a best friend. There’s someone who will protect you. There’s someone who will make you happy, but are you willing to risk the friendship in exchange for the love that you always dreamed of?
I’m seeing those posts every so often that says something along the lines of “I trust him, I just don’t trust the other girls around him.” Of course it can switch to the guys trusting girls, or whatever your preference may be. But anyways…
I’ll admit this is something I’ve said on multiple occasions. I’d hate to burst your guys’ bubble, but in reality, you may say this and even want to believe it, but ultimately you really do not trust your significant other. That statement is almost contradictory if you really think about it. If you truly trusted him/her, you wouldn’t even worry about other people. If you actually trusted that person, you would trust that they wouldn’t allow other people to do anything that would compromise your trust, or at least try to the best of their ability. You would trust that they would know when to back off and be like, “whoa, sorry. I’m taken.” Or “You shouldn’t be saying that, I’m seeing someone already.” In a perfect world, that’s how it would play out. But I honestly think that the topic phrase of interest originated because those perfect-world scenarios seldom do happen. And the boyfriend/girlfriend isn’t to blame. I’ve been on the other side of the spectrum as well, and really, I’m just a really nice person. Some people call it flirtatious. I’m pretty borderline. It could be that they don’t want to come off as rude, or sometimes they don’t even catch on to the fact that someone is flirting with them [guilty!]. So the significant other could have no idea what’s going on, thinking everything’s all good and whatevers. You, however, taking an outsider’s perspective sees some bitch tryin’ to get all up on your man/woman. So in conclusion, you try to justify your insecurities by claiming that you trust him/her, but not those around them. Don’t lie to yourselves. Learn to trust.
So I taught Master Class back in the summer. I’m still waiting for my video to go up. I even requested for a personal copy of my class not too long ago. Still nothing. I just wanna see how it all turned out. I wish I hadn’t forgotten to record it with my personal camera at the time. I’m going to ask for it one more time. I’ll post it up if I get it.
to me, if an ex is able to stay friends with you after a breakup, it tells you that when you guys were together, they actually liked you for you, and that being with you was just a way to get to know you better. they’re a keeper if they can look past the awkwardness of the fact you guys had a thing, and be friends just like before.
Yep.. for the most part still friends with them all. Lol.